Monday, March 30, 2015

Overwhelmed by the decision

The last few weeks I have really be struggling. I have been struggling with the feeling of being overwhelmed. As I think about Lent and the completion of it this week I think I realize why. I am overwhelmed by the power that Jesus had to say yes to dying for us.
Jesus came to this Earth, took human form, tried to teach us the way to God and then died on a cross, not a real pleasant death I might add, for our sins. He knew it was the only way, the only thing that he could do to give us a path to his Father and Heaven. Have you ever thought of the strength that must have taken? I mean he could have said no, he could have refused to die on the cross. He could have commanded the angels to lift him into Heaven as he is tempted to in the desert but instead he makes the ultimate sacrifice, to die for our sins, to suffer for us.
I once read an email about a father that would have his son pound a nail into their wooden fence every time he did something wrong, and when he asked for forgiveness for all these sins, they removed the nails. The father was illustrating to the boy that even though he had been forgiven that damage had still been done. The story goes on to say that Jesus is the one that pays for our damage. Yes we have to deal with the hurt and pain here but Jesus deals with the eternal pain of our wrong doing. He takes all that on so that we may go to Heaven to be with God.
Could you do that? If someone came to you and told you that if you died by being crucified that your children would get to go to Heaven? Not that they wouldn't experience pain, or suffer or make wrong choices, because they are still human. But that you will feel all of their pain, suffering and wrong doing and they will get to go to Heaven. I would like to be able to say yes I would make that sacrifice, but man it would come with some serious doubts. I mean Jesus, whom lived on this Earth, was perfect, and knew from the beginning exactly what was going to happen and accepted that as his fate, even he had doubts. He was/is a divine being and had doubts! No wonder we have problems with this! I mean seriously, how crazy do you have to be to make that kind of choice, that kind of sacrifice! But still even in his doubt, Jesus knew exactly what he had to do. He had to die, on the cross, so that we could have salvation. What an amazing gift! One that we can not repay. The only thing we can do is strive to be better, to be obedient to his word, to follow his teachings and be thankful that Jesus did this for us!
We are blessed to have such an amazing God! Happy Holy Week all. Let us be thankful for the wonderful sacrifice and gift we have been given this week! I look forward to hearing from you all soon.
Until next time,
~Michelle

Monday, March 9, 2015

Your body is a temple

John 2:13-22
In the gospel of John there is the story of Jesus going to Jerusalem on the Sabbath and finding people running a market there. He gets angry and kicks everyone out and when questioned told the leaders that they can tear down the temple and he will rebuild it in 3 days. The leaders don't understand that Jesus is talking about himself as the temple not the actual physical building.
This idea of your body as a temple is one that I think is important. We as humans tend not to take care of our body like we should. We let it get lazy, out of shape, we ingest bad stuff all the time. We don't think to value this gift we have been given. We forget that we were given this body to do the work of God, just as the temple building in the scripture was meant to do God's work as well.
We are charged to be a walking temple, a holy space that worships God, does his good works and show others the way of the Lord. We are responsible for taking care of the wonderful gift that God gave us, our human body. A body made in His image, He breathed His breath, His spirit into Adam, the first human. We share God's breath. Are we doing right by that? With such immense responsibility how are we supposed to succeed?
We can only do what our humanness allows. We can't be God, we are not perfect because Adam and Eve committed original sin. But we can strive to do the best we can and to honor God every day. There are certainly times we will fail but in this time of Lent, we must spend time reflecting on what we have done to both succeed and fail and what we can do better in the future. God is forever forgiving of our short comings, so failing doesn't mean giving up. Failing is showing you a way that didn't work, it eliminates a possibility, so you just move on to the next one. It is not easy but it is our duty.
God made your body, gave it to us as a gift to take care of and do His good works. What are you doing with your gifts? I look forward to hearing from you.
Until next time,
~ Michelle

Monday, March 2, 2015

Even a broken crayon colors just as bright

The other day I was coloring with some kids at Foodnet. We got a new set of twisty, crayon/colored pencil type things. Do you know what I am talking about? Anyway, we were talking about how cool they are because never break, and even if they do they are still pointy. One of the girls said that makes her so happy because she doesn't like crayons after they lose their point or they break. It got me thinking, what is wrong with old crayons? Do they not spread color just as well as new crayons?
I think often times we treat people kind of like crayons. We like the new shiny ones and they are so much fun to play with and are pointy...:-) But then we grow up and get a little older, and we aren't as pure of a color as we once were, and we are not as pointy...although some of us become more pointy...all about perspective I guess. But the point is once we grow and get some life experience under our belt, we are often aren't as appealing to people. Especially if those life experiences leave us like a broken, mis-colored, old crayon.
The thing we forget is that even the broken, old crayons that don't look as shiny and new as the ones in the box are still crayons and they still have great potential and they can be sharpened and will color our pages just as well as the new ones. People are the same way, we all make mistakes, fall and become broken and what we need is someone to believe that we can still be useful, that just because we are broken doesn't mean that we are should be discarded.
God provides those people to us, exactly when we need it. When we are broken, God puts people that believe with us and help us find meaning again in what we are doing. But God also puts broken people in our lives for us to help, to believe in, to work with to find purpose and to work in conjunction with.
Crayons, even broken ones, color just as bright, and will color the page just as well as a new one. It might not be exactly what we thought it would be, it might not look like we thought it would when we started, but sometimes those are things are turn out the best.
God has a plan for us, and even when we are broken we still have a purpose. God doesn't throw us away when we come to him broken and used, he uses our brokenness and he puts us back together. We will never look like we did before we were broken, when we were new and shiny but we can be put back together, we can be made whole again and we can find our new purpose. Don't give up my crayon friends, you have purpose and you can be sharp and will continue to be colorful. Keep working forward, keep coloring the world for God.
I look forward to hearing from you. Have a great week.
Until next time,
~Michelle